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[11 Jan 2008|09:33pm] |
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Why wait until the year changes to make changes?
I like to see it as this: change things when they need to be changed.
I have been staring at the word "change" for so long that it dosen't look right anymore.
I'm am enjoying life right now.
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[03 Oct 2007|11:41pm] |
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I'm so tired of this.
All of the doors I see are half open.
Why can't I just get this right?
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[27 Aug 2007|01:48pm] |

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[03 Aug 2007|09:05am] |
Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome is an uncommon, unexplained disorder of children and some adults that was first described by Dr. S. Gee in 1882. The condition is characterized by recurrent, prolonged attacks of sever nausea, vomiting and prostration with no apparent cause. Vomiting occurs at frequent intervals (5-10 times an hour at the peak) for hours to 10 days (1-4 most commonly). The child is very pale and resists talking. There is often intense abdominal pain and less often headache, low-grade fever and diarrhea. Prolonged vomiting may cause mild bleeding from irritation of the esophagus. Patients often describe being 'possessed', out of control and stuporous. A contious coma. The symptoms are frightening to the child and family and can be life-threatening due to dehydration and electrolyte imbalance.
CVS hit me again. This time I wasn"t in the hospital as long as before. Four days this time. I can't explain how horrible it is for this to come over you. To know that no one can help you no matter how hard they try. Veins collapse because you are poked so many times. I look like a herion junkie with all of the brusies and scabs on my arms from IV's and when they drew blood. (almost every hour) My weight is the lowest it has ever been and I still feel so weak. I shouldn't complain because it's over, for now. It is so hard not knowing when or if it will happen again. It didn't happen for three years and for some reason, came back. fuck. I give up.
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[28 Feb 2007|08:21pm] |
I love these!
tell me a secret.
all anonymous.
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[23 Jan 2007|02:51pm] |
my parents want to move back to san diego.
they want me to go with them.
maybe i should just go.
start over.
it dosen't feel right here anymore.
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[12 Jan 2007|02:40pm] |
i was at work at costco and this man comes through the line with a beautiful white cake that says "Still a hottie after 40 years" and a couple of picture frames.
The cashier asked if he was getting those things for his wife and he answers, "soon to be ex-wife."
he was sending the cake to her office at work along with the picture frames with pictures of her and the guy she is cheating on her husband with.
!! we stood there, jaws dropped, not knowing what to say to that.
what DO you say to THAT?! |
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[04 Jan 2007|05:19am] |
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19.
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[13 Nov 2006|11:01pm] |
thanks for nothing.
fed up.
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